Just when I think I'm doing better, gradually starting to cope with things...it hits me like a sledgehammer.

There's never any rhyme or reason to it, and it seems the littlest things set me off. I didn't know I actually had that many tears inside me, but it was literally every half hour I'd just start sobbing.

Ok, I'm not even able to see the screen while I type.

I'll try again in awhile.